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This broken day will come and go, broken and battered with nothing to show
Could this be the better part of my life, something to hold on to white knuckle
Created on 2004-06-05 10:42:18 (#3378479), last updated 2004-09-22
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Basic Info| Name: | Grown so tired of living this life |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 05-25 |
| Location: | Westfield, Massachusetts, United States |
| Website: | Negative Flood Cycle |
BioAmanda and I's challenge (Day 3)
This broken day will come and go
Broken and battered with nothing to show
Could this be the better part of my life
Something to hold on to white knuckle tight
I wait for something
You gave me nothing
I wait for something real
Something real
In the air I hear the sound of your voice
Too many questions with no clear choice
On my mind are the clouds in your sky
Will they rain down on you the day that I shine
I'd get down on my knees
With open wrists begging please
Oh won't you be my angel of sweet nothing
All that was said about the feelings I've bled
I want to disappear
My peddled flower my finest hour I've
Grown so tired of living this life
--SOiL*Something Real--
What's wrong with me?
-I'm a cutter
-I'm anorexic/buliumic
-I'm bi-polar
-I have depression
-I've attempted suicide 27 times. (pills, slit wrist, choking, and drowning)
-I'm nothing.
Please forgive me, for I have sinned.
Dead to the World
I smile so the questions will go away and the people will stop worrying
1,2
Freddys coming for you
3,4
Better lock your doors
5,6
Grab a crucifix
7,8
It's too late
9,10
Gonna kill again
I want to disappear
Hate, is that all that’s left to feel?
Pain, when I’m stripped, nothing else is real.
Love, the soul, a shard I won’t regret.
Lust, pleasure, the addict lives for this.
These religion pills make everybody ill and high enough to kill.
Bitter Sweet Nothing
Pain, Agony, Regret, Fear
Love Me Like No Other
| All about you | |
| Name | Acara or Raquel |
| Age | 14 |
| Gender | FeMaLe |
| Current level of education | High School |
| Current occupation | Student |
| Birthplace | Mass |
| Sign | Gemini |
| Hair color | black roots and orange hair |
| Eye color | Brown |
| Nicknames | Pippster, Pippi, Whore |
| Favorites | |
| Color | Blood red or black |
| Vehicle | Trans Am |
| Season | Summer (only cause school's out) |
| Temperature | errrr |
| Drink | Soda |
| Food | Pizza |
| Movie | Homeroom |
| Actor | idk |
| Actress | idk |
| Animal | Dog or cat |
| This or That | |
| Pepsi or Coca Cola | Coca Cola |
| Adidas or Nike | All Day I Dream About Sex |
| Black or White | Black |
| Hot or cold | Warm |
| Pink or blue | Blue |
| Silence or noise | Silence is everything |
| TV or Radio | Radio |
| Animals or Plants | Animals |
| Cars or Trucks/SUVs | Cars |
| Typing or handwriting | Typing |
ConnectInterests (144):
addiction, afi, alone, anarchy, angelina jolie, anger, angst, animals, animation, anne rice, art, autopsies, autopsy, bass guitar, beauty, black and white photography, black roses, bleeding, blood, blood stained wedding dresses, books, cars, cemeteries, cky, coloring, concerts, converse, crying, csi, cutter, cutting, darkness, death, depression, distruction, disturbing stuff, donnie darko, dope stars inc, drawing, dreams, duct tape, duece, dvds, dying, edward scissorhands, emo, emotional, europe, eyeliner, fashion, fear, fishnets, friends, funerals, giving up, gloomy sunsets, gore, goth, gothic, graveyards, guitar, hair dye, hardcore, hate, hate food!, hatred, haunted, horror movies, hot topic, imperfections, insanity, instability, jewelry, jon davis, jonathan davis, jthm, kissing in the rain, korn, lestat, lighters, lipstick and cigarettes, loneliness, love, make up, makeup, marilyn manson, men, mental illness, moshing, msi, music, needles, nightmares, overdose, pain, paint, painting, photography, piercings, placebo, platform boots, playin pool, poems, poetry, psychology, queen of the damned, razor blades, razors, rob zombie, romantic suicide, romantic tragedies, scaring people, scars, schizophrenia, screamo, self harm, self injury, self-harm, self-hate, self-injury, self-mutilation, sex, shakespeare, shopping, skateboarding, sleep deprivation, sleeping, slipknot, stars, starvation, straight edge, strawberry gashes, suicidal, suicide, suicide commando, tattoos, tears, techno, tragedy, vampires, viva la bam, weak, wicca, women
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